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Letting Loose

August 19th, 2011 by f32dream
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letting loose

applying for a job on the telephone
those suckers are hard to stand on
they are likely to break and damage your good shoes

but the phone never broke
it strengthened me
it was a lonely trophy in my den of agony
I still take it down
polish it and giggle

but now it has company
Ziggy Stardust is drinking tea with W H Auden
Kandinsky is there jogging with Frida Kahlo

there is a party in my den
it is busy there
they are all inspiring me
Grace Kelly’s dressmaker is chatting with the Holy Spirit

we are all echoing our creator
and loving the experience
just letting loose
being free
hanging with God
creating
and
loving the experience.

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Holy God

August 19th, 2011 by f32dream
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Holy God, we worship you.
Invisible God, we know you.
As a sacrifice and gift, we receive you.
Soak us in your presence, holy Lord.
Envelop us in your love,
That love that bore your death.
Your punishment that was ours.
Your peace you gave to us.

We worship you, oh holy God.
And surrender to your empowering love.
We walk in your grace.
We breathe because of your mercy.
Oh holy God, we worship you.

From our fallenness and brokeness, we worship you.
From our loneliness and humanness, we worship you.
Oh holy God, when there is nothing left, you are there.
When the world falls, you still have the right to rule.

Oh holy God, we worship you.
Oh holy God.
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Sounding Gong

August 19th, 2011 by f32dream
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I don’t remember how
and I don’t
remember when

But the
beautiful and intense
presence
of the Holy Spirit
like a rushing
wind swept through
our congregation

Beyond
that wind
was something
much more
special

We were
blessed
with the
sweet sweet
revelation
of a gentle whisper

The voice
spoke deeply
and profoundly

Saying
‘What are you doing
for the least of these?’

Broken hearted
with the broken
we emptied our hearts
on the streets

Very soon
our friends
and later
our congregation
became
drunks, alcoholics
homeless
prostitutes, boy prostitutes
transvestites
and heroin addicts

We felt like David’s
motley crew
living in caves
working in
the hours of darkness
sowing with tears
the light of Christ

Our pastor’s wife
had a dream
a dreadful dream
she saw Richard
our leader
leaving a brothel

Sunday morning church
she confronted him
and he ran
we never saw
him again

You see
Richard
traded in
the fruits of the Spirit
for the
fruit of his loins

He fell
in the
darkness
into the
darkness
leaving a wake
of faith-shattering
destruction

We all
suffered
cried and screamed

But
no one
suffered more
than his
soon to be
divorced
and
AIDS-tested
beautiful
wife

The gentle whisper
has never left us
but now
it is a
sounding gong
warning us
of the
temptation
and the price
of selling-out.
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iniquities

August 19th, 2011 by f32dream
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‘iniquities’ was first published in ‘Asylum 4′.[Page 21]  [ISSN 2230-3235]. New Zealand 2011.

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iniquities

are like monsters hiding in the night
each to be rooted out

but overcome with fear
in a darkness that comforts
i put the blankets over my head
and pray for daylight to come

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An Interview with Me.

August 15th, 2011 by f32dream
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If you would like to read this interview on the FaithWriter’s blog, please click on the link below.

The interviewer is Joanne Sher and the photo was taken by Sharon and cropped by Joanne.

Member Spotlight: Meet Kelvin Fowler

August 15th, 2011, Author: Joanne, Categories: Member Spotlight

I’m loving getting to know many of the folks here. And I hope you do too. Today, I’d like to introduce you to challengeer and poet Kelvin Fowler.

JOANNE: Kelvin, tell us about yourself and your family.

KEL: I am a Kiwi, and with my wife Sharon am church-planting in Lithuania. We have approximately eighty children– or at least our church ministers to approximately eighty children in a local orphanage.

JOANNE: You’ve done a lot of traveling. What is your favorite place that you’ve been/lived?

KEL: I liked Anapra, Mexico: the vibrancy and danger of living in a desert slum hugging the New Mexico border. But my favorite place to live was amongst the raw passion of Glasgow, Scotland. Something about the juxtaposition of addicts, football hooligans and IRA marches backdropped with Bible college, excellent worship and an overwhelming presence of God.

Also, of course home — Dunedin, New Zealand — is always better, not necessarily because it is, but because it is home.

JOANNE: I understand writing isn’t your only creative outlet. What kind of painting do you do?

I love to have oil paint on my fingers. I love the paint’s smell, sensitivity and subtlety. Mostly with oils I am abstract. I also enjoy the instant results of acrylics and like to paint both architecture and political cartoons. I am presently exploring a little with watercolors. Once a month I also enjoy cartooning our church teaching theme. However I only have one day off a week and that is mostly spent with my writing projects.

JOANNE: When did you start writing? Have you always written poetry? Have you considered trying other formats for the Writing Challenge?

KEL: I first tasted writing at about eleven years old, when I was asked to read a poem in front of my country school. My family is quite practical and encouraged me into other things, so I never really picked up my pen again until about ten years later.

I have always loved writing poetry and loved watching where God takes it. I also have written an unpublished book of short stories and a self-published travel humor story. And yes, I will be trying other formats for the Writing Challenge. Time is my issue and at the moment the Writing Challenge is competing with my latest writing project, a travel/humor account of cycling across Lithuania.

JOANNE: You have written several books. Can you tell us about the process? What are they about? How were they published? Why?

KEL: Oh, big questions. My coolest book is not published, but it is for sale on my blog and was written entirely during the worship sets of a conference and then read before the teaching. So many people asked for my poems that after giving them away, I put them in book form and sold them to interested people. On-line self-publishing websites and now ebooks really make this easy.

I often write about the things that hurt me and the things that I have come across as a missionary; social injustice is perhaps my strongest theme. Spouse abuse, human trafficking, orphans, malnutrition, war and communism repeatedly come up.

I self-publish my books, for a few reasons really. I am a little too lazy to follow the project through and lack the skills to find a publisher. Frankly I am still very much learning how to write well enough for mainstream publishers and as I said, on-line publishing is just so easy.

My next book is titled ‘Dancing Battlefield’ and is a twenty-eight page poem about the world’s poor. It is presently locked up in a competition, and if it doesn’t pick up a publisher through the competition I may send it out to other publishers. But I am learning quickly that most people are not actually interested in the world’s poor. I am also beginning to learn that without a lot of risk-taking and capital upfront, there is not a lot of money in self-publishing, so perhaps ebooks may become a focus.

I am also published in secular literary magazines and am pretty much willing to send my poetry off to anyone who may use it.

JOANNE: How did you find FaithWriters? How has it helped you?

KEL: I have been continuously frustrated with secular literary magazines not liking me writing about God. I was born at the beginning of the post-modern era and love the tension between the Kingdom and the world. I don’t like segregating my work or my life between Christian and non-Christian. I want to write and speak the same language to all. In search of a literary home beyond my blog that would allow me to surf this tension and with a little help from Google, I found FaithWriters.

Each week I consider myself the winner of the ‘Best of the Best’ for just getting my challenge entry in. FaithWriters is forcing me to write to a deadline and to write about things that perhaps would not usually cross my mind. FaithWriters and literary magazine rejections are honing my art.

JOANNE: What are your goals as a writer?

My goals in life are to become closer to God, to be an awesome husband and a great pastor. Writing is a day off hobby way in the distance. But my writing goals are; to be picked up by mainstream publishers, to have my writing pay its own way: this includes upgrading the technology, paying for research travel and paying editors and proof-readers. Also in the far distant future, I wouldn’t mind securing a residency. My other big goal is crawling out of level 3 and into level 4 of the writing challenge.

JOANNE: I’m sure you’ll achieve your goals – especially that last one ;) Is there anything else you’d like to mention?

KEL: I also love reading poetry and short stories and have done many public readings. This November I am both nervous and excited to be gigging my way across the UK and Ireland. This is my first ever poetry tour and I need to make enough money to pay for my plane, train and ferry fares. It promises to be a lot of fun and a good promotion for FaithWriters as I read some of my challenge entries.

The last thing I want to say, but do not quite know if or how I should say it. My poems are mostly written from life, things I have experienced and things I have seen. I am aware that a lot of my stuff is too raw and that I need to write closer to a World Vision advertisement where though we are staring at utter poverty the only thing we notice is the beauty of the photo.

Many people comment that there is no hope in my poems. I am trying to learn how or if to put it there. I know that we all have hope in Christ, but when I am writing from the perspective of an orphan who has just gone to jail, well there isn’t a lot of hope in that mind. So this is my struggle, writing about poverty in a way that does not offend or alienate the reader. Any advice would be welcome.

KEL’S BLOG

KEL’S FAITHWRITERS PROFILE

Thanks, Kel. I look forward to watching your talent develop. And you ask some great questions. Hope some of our readers have advice for you!

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Yours Faithfully

August 12th, 2011 by f32dream
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‘Yours Faithfully’ was first posted at ‘Every Day Poets‘ USA, 2011.

Please click here to rate the poem.

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I am sorry this poem is still under the copyright of Every Day Poets, click here to read ‘Yours Faithfully’. The poem will be published at ‘out for lunch’ mid 2012.

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Boorowa, New South Wales

August 12th, 2011 by f32dream
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‘Boorowa, New South Wales’ was ‘Highly Commended’  in the ‘Level 3 Advanced’ section of the FaithWriters writing challenge. USA 2011.

Also to read the lovely comments and critiques that this poem has received, read the original version at FaithWriters

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Boorowa, New South Wales
takes the prize
as having, the most
nothing
that I have ever seen
in one place, at one time

Newly-weds
together exploring life
exploring each other
and exploring God
living in a pup-tent
under tired sheoaks
and ragged, thirsty gum-trees
basting in the relentless Australian sun

Planting grape vines
in never-ending, fly-blown
dusty, sticky rows
drinking hot water
eating hot sandwiches

Rest day Sunday
Anglican church
hymns and hallelujahs
nasally locals
cooing over tired Kiwis

Pub grub supper
Court House Hotel
under colonial porches
with beer-bellied men
and tick tickling dogs

First Christmas together
two-inch Christmas tree
gagging in the back of our tent
empty air-conditioned restaurant
Chinese food, outback style
street party
searching for traditions
that were being played out by family
in another country

Oh Boorowa, New South Wales
sweet little nothing Boorowa
steadily running from my memory banks
thanks for the experience,
the sun and the tired sheoaks.

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August 8th, 2011 by f32dream
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‘…’ was released in ‘Ačiū and first published in ‘Ta!’

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Deep down inside of me is something I can’t hide,
Welling, screaming, crying to be heard.

Deep down inside of me holds no fear,
Deep down inside of me will prevail.

‘Cause truth has no bounds, truth takes no captives,
‘Cause truth is strength, truth is force.

Because if you look truth in the eyes, you have entered eternity,
Because if you look truth in the eyes, you have freedom.

‘Cause freedom is strength, freedom is force,
‘Cause freedom has no bounds, freedom takes no captives.

Deep down inside of me will prevail,
Deep down inside of me holds no fear.

Welling, screaming and crying to be heard,
Deep down inside of me won’t hide.

For truth triumphs over evil,
When the world falls truth stands.

Truth, freedom in action, love in flight,
Truth ascends to glory.

Truth is truth is freedom is love is …

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My International Cricket Career

July 25th, 2011 by f32dream
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Had a game of Cricket in the weekend, I played for the ‘All Star International Cricket Team’ (ASICT) and lost very handsomely to the unofficial ‘Lithuanian National Cricket Team’.

At the crease I scored the forth highest score for the ASICT.

Actually got quite a shock when I connected.

And finally went out for a whooping big two.

However I was a better bowler.

Two overs, two wides, two runs and one four.

The hero of the ASICT was the now famous Simonas Kiela with his fantastic boundary catch of the last ball of our innings.

Batting, well lets just say that those Lithuanian Indians and Lithuanian Pakistanis sure could bowl.

Final score

Well something like ASICT 62 all out

Lithuanian National Team 162 with some retirements due to the ferocity of the ASICT

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Lost Wanderers

July 25th, 2011 by f32dream
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‘Lost Wanderers ‘ was first published in ‘Saint Nobody‘.

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Lost Wanderers

a bundle of joy
a piece of creation
sprouting toward me

my workmanship
my hero
searching for me

children, my children
adopted and loved
journeying towards their Father

humans, souls
flesh, spirits
needing the anchor of their faith

sufferers, lost
sojourners, wanderers
needing a home to return to

innocents, beauty
grace and love
longing to mirror their maker

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